Insecure Sunshine
By HighEngineChief
Speak to me in a soliloquy,
Unbeknownst to wandering strangers;
Whisper an abysmal secret in my ear,
Far from any plebeian -
Reach through the layers of skittish
Dialouge, utter your swelling volume
Through my understanding veins;
I wont judge you, I promise.
Under this facade of prevalence,
I am just as scared as you -
Maybe more...
Love is a treacherous climb,
And doubt is gravity's resolute grip;
Defy it! Spread wings of feathered trust
And lift against the northern winds,
Into my wide open arms. I heard
Love has X-Ray vision - can you see
Through me? Through the dark stomach
Of my {Silver lining'less} cloud.
Sometimes I wonder...
If the rain was meant to wash
The salt from my eyes;
It does always come just in time,
Dosen't it? Love, I lost before,
But I'm willing to risk my heart;
To go above my standards -
And love you.
Your touch:
My skin feels craggy and scabrous
Whithout you next to it,
Your balmy texture compliments
My every blemish, you're too sweet;
(The hollows of my tooth hurt)
Amorous cavity;
Rotting affection to the gum.
My sunshine, my only sunshine.
There's some glitter in your smile,
Glistining in your voice.
I'm captivated by the tangles in your hair,
The elaborate weaving of every strand,
Yet you're closed off from me,
Refusing to shed light on - us.
Maybe in time you will love me,
The way I (love to just
Know I) love you