A Disciple's Thread

[NoNun2]

Yeah I relapsed… going sober has never been this hard before

[NoNun2]

“Death was easy… it was coming back to life that hurt” in my pac voice

Why I have to log in every time I come here now?

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Her pic on my profile

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Yeah they fucking me hp today… time flying

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Sick as hell right now… still can’t even get dressed

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Yeah he switched up on me too in October… I have no clue who or what they say that makes EVERYBODY switch up on me… now that he’s gone and we broke up they won’t stop hitting me again

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My parents would never hurt me and probably think they’re helping me too

[NoNun2]

BUSTED PSYCH WIDE OPEN!!! By accident - the smartest air head you will ever meet

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I don’t even want to know what my iq is now

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It’s not over… now comes the hard part

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$14.3M too low? Cause it is civil and human rights on top of torture and shit

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Yeah that’s too low…

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Just make sure there is not another one of us out there PLEASE

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Psych needs regulation NOW

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I caught a text from a dr I never seen before but may have been the one from Neuro psych in which my real psych never even knew about. With a script called in on a Sunday- no clue what the could’ve been

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It was in a pic that I posted and then it was deleted so I found it again on my ig with a date… all my texts were deleted too and like 50 of my friends were blocked on my phone as well

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My hopes are low… but I’ll try to report it again

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Hopefully my parents or my brother and sister help cause I KNOW MY PARENTS WOULD NEVER HURT ME AND THINO THEY ARE HELPING

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Think*

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They will NEVER get my body for science and if something happens to me or my family I want them to get the needle for real

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My dad was drug testing me too

[Lady Poet]

[NoNun2]

El sardi si Mankato le leche J… there always comes a bigger one

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Mangoina (sp?)

[Candy]

new album app

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[Candy]

[NoNun2]

Never hated my dad loved him beyond death always…
Pac FIRE!!!
Linkim park - my metal perfect again
Gangsta mom? Lmao… sometimes it was just you and me in the house when I was a teen mostly
50… almost perfect only I ain’t a snitch and never been , didn’t have to cop out … but was so accurate it scared me too

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I’m getting played right now… but am Learning how to dish it back right now

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Yes… either way I will be patient

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I’ll watch it… but I don’t trust or click on your links @Candy

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LOL

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Pac… how about the part that shows me sleep while you driving

Yeah Jay… its real, my angel grab my wheel

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My teacher said that could lead to expulsion twice so I didn’t go back after lunch. My bf being a dick too and wanted some hours to myself to write and think and stuff

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THAT would suck… I’m so close to the end

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No exaggeration but to and exaggeration and yet I do have witnesses to grabbing the wheel type but I was talking about a funny part in a totally it’s so fucked up beyond comprehension movie type

[NoNun2]

“That daughter just as white as a 20 watt lightbulb”

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They know it is critical to know and feel safe

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Assholes are doing it on purpose though - I hate most Psychs

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Yes I’m sorry I have no CLUE why I was so confused for so long but you do know you could’ve just told me at any time cause I do mostly hear you

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Thank God… can you get J asap if so? She critical to the big and pac story too

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Where my shit guys?

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As you fell you didn’t feel me catch you, without an Allie in the echelon and the crime possessions

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In qnd out of holes like an abyss - I worked HARD on that one where it go?

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I have to figure out what happened that I have to keep logging in everytime I switch my browser

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You can go on nonun2rapbattles for ig explanations too

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Just saw Martha Stewart look alike just get served LMFAO

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Man my city a little too hood

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Just thinking… location fight and I’m starting to notice the pre sets and stuff

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Just sitting in my car… time for myself

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I don’t mind the freedom right now either

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But if there is someone else… no way… he already has his gf too

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Cause I left when he was in jail still so how do I say he can’t be with someone who did t type

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He didn’t get paroled and I wanted a baby and I didn’t think being mentally ill if I would be strong enough or we strong enough to hold it down

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Fat boy was saying bad things too

[NoNun2]

Because I can’t even get out of my moms house too… everytime I try to re-establish a life I fall down - point in case last August

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I knew better then to try or finance a new car

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All resources tapped… unless I know for sure it won’t be emotionally and financially devastating to me when I get sick… I’m not going anywhere

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Point in case Norwalk

Point in case Danbury

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Point in case Hartford…

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I keep falling back down every time I forced to share my body and type and talk shit to myself

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I called my mom crying BRISGEPORT point in case when I ran out of work crying because I typed die to myself around the time get the fuck away from and stay away from me came back around

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I knew I was fucked and sick again lunarly

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Added to the medical insanity and balance I usually can handle but nooo not both at the same time

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It feels like someone is intentionally trying to make me sick too

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Or snap

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Idk understand linearly makes me more sick and kicks my ass but I should have great karma to be honest

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I don’t and never had played with spirits like that no… but I’ve had shadows that were around me as kids and grew up as that type

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I saw them in the mirror

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A lot of reasons why I’m not ready to yet — it hardly to barely been horrible to me or my life

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If anything my gaurdien angels type

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I have zero respect, nobody even asked me, told me… explained to me and treated me like some lab animal not even a person or their personal god complexes and sick shit…

[NoNun2]

Pac IS truly the reason why I shake the crime rate with mines…

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I see him I know something wrong type and run

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Or how he screamed to wake up when they were hurting me in mb and I kicked oh boy in the face on the switch and ran

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I do think they intended to kill me after

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My baby gave me present today!!!!! I had a hard day yesterday - Neuro psych lied to my neurologist and said I’m finctionalimg at a normal rate

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I had to leave school last night cause I kept almost busting out crying

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They lying

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I didn’t even know how to put 11:10 on a circle clock and had to google it - if that’s normal society is fucked

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So no disability again either

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I graduate in within 6 months so that’s why I’m gonna call my business Salvation Studio Line orrrr Gmas Rag Shop debating between the 2

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I used to hate the pink curlers so she’d do my curls in rags - her father owned real estate in the black community and that’s where she learned I believe… she used to go pick up the rent and stuff and made friends

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My fingers don’t articulate enough to braid but I’d cater to both communities and hire someone

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I don’t like relaxer either… I’m fast but 7 minutes on… not that fast

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I’m having a good day… I never forgive to give thanks for days like this too

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Forget to give thanks*

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I saw a documentary and it sounded like a lady said Cera sit down… I still have hope his family has her

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Mental health wise… 1954 to 2024 and now black community is dominating the business world and racism really is being eradicated - there’s hope for mental health who is coming next

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I was a poli sci major / civil and social rites when I wrote my thug life conclusion - but I was still mad about Chris

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I failed out… and was so good at being a secretary and programs and such I ended up graduating like 15 years later with an associates in art and science - some people laugh that it took 6 years part time but I made sure I got an A in every class but 2 and am proud for my average iq I graduated with a 3.65 gpa - not smarter just worked harder

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My dad was super smart and my brother and sister both got that genius iq too… I didn’t

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But on the streets I was thorough

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Me and my aunts are fighting - one for sleeping me the other for cropping my dad out of photos she posted… so rather then cursing them both out… I just posted that secrets keep people sick

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Nah nobody still told me what’s going on yet

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My thug life convulsion I need to rethink because I was mad that someone innocent got killed I wrote “I found those obsessed with the thug life were never even in it and do t realize the hardships it comes with and the ones that do live it - just too scared get out” and then I realize that too many times they don’t get the choice whether they leave or not

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That’s where I was wrong…

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My first time locked up in mental I was 13… first time I got kicked out I was 14 and got kicked out a lot cause I was just so angry and hard headed still… it wasn’t just juvi that fucked with me - it was seeing my mom crying and hiding under the kitchen table that really changed me

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That’s how I got so hard too

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I get sick when I argue with people still - I despise drama

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And I myself put up with being hit because I thought that’s what I get for fucking with strangers in the shade and thought I had to

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I was ecstatic when he broke up with me!!! LoL

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I knew he cower like a bitch when he got hit back but was so sick I stopped fighting for myself

[NoNun2]

If I can look someone in the eye I either lost respect for them or myself at that moment

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Cant*

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@Candy are you twisted your pro pic look like Jomika

[Candy]

lol its the dude from menace to society odog

[NoNun2]

Lmao… “guns in your video will get you locked up” take that ish down!!! LoL

[NoNun2]

It was mostly me but I never once in my life ever used the word fuckery ever… so I know somebody tapped my phone