Girl Of My Life

My girl and I
Are like the world outside
The humans are destroying our lives
Like bad bacteria
I'm a carrier
On the exterior
We might look perfect
But we got shit below the surface
A cry so loud, yet nobody heard it
Our minds are like the sky
With the perceptions of God's eyes
Pollutions cloud our minds
Causes us to be blind
To what's really going on below
I dreamt of a road
With myself driving in the car
As a cartoon star
I erase the road, replaced it with a sign
"Cliff ahead" as I continue to draw the lines
Direct suicide, the unspoken words of my heart
The road signifies our relationship
Like a patient sits
In a room full of sick people, waiting for their turn
Like a person with gonorrhea waiting to feel the burn
I wanted to drive off the cliff
Take a trip through the what ifs
Then my conscience stops me
My mind is trying defrag all the sloppy
Like Joe, my mind is craving like a hungry bum
With an empty coffee cup in a slummy slum
I have a friend, her name is Cherie
She was the only one who hear me
Not me, but the cries within me
I grew an infatuation with her like a science project
With no knowledge
So all this came as a shock
Like static, tick tock tick tock
My heart ship stops, flops
Like record sales, it drops
I wanted to be with her
Abandon this road and leave with her
But I didn't know how she felt
Was her heart like mine? did it melt?
Like M&Ms in the mouth, or was it in her hand
My girl could never understand
We've been together for so long
Yet I lost my will, no longer felt strong
Cherie's presence was like a cigarette
I was flat broke with a heavy debt
My feelings for her are like cravings
I had no more money in my savings
Stay away, it's your life we're saving
The warning signs of my friends
I needed her so bad, but in the end
I stare at the stationary store
With my hand on the door
My reflection in her eyes
I let out a big sigh
Unable to decide
I walked away from the girl of my life

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uppin for some feed...come on people stop sleepin